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Merry Christmas y'all!
i know i've been disappearing from everyone's life,
give me some time to get my life sorted out,
im almost there,
almost done without youknowwho.
maybe not but lets not go into it.
i miss all my SA friends,
i miss all my rugby friends,
i miss my family,
i miss 4b1,
i miss jiaxi,
i miss loser,
i miss mooo,
please know that you're all very dearly missed.
this christmas will be very well spent at work, no complains,
im truly happy as it is.
December 24th, 2007
July 17th, 2007
you've grown old,
i could hardly recognise you anymore.
except, it feels so right walking beside you once again.
im scared..
so damn scared im pushing it too far.
July 15th, 2007
the days where i was daddy's little girl, where you protected me from the world, THAT smile on your face when i made you so proud of me, i would do anything just to see that again. there are nights i cry myself to sleep, hoping that you miss me just as much as i do. i never got to tell you this, but, i miss you very much daddy.
YINGJING! says: hahahahhaha!!
-ames` ; written all in a song. says: NG YINGSHIT!
YINGJING! says: yeah thats my twin
oh my goodness, yingqi i hope you read my blog. (:
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met cousin today, he's flying off tomorrow i'm feeling like shit because i miss him so much i cant believe he's leaving so soon. today, the fond memories were all brought up, the amazing fun i had growing up with him, and now, we're both old, im gonna be 19 soon, and he's gonna be 23 this year. i wish we could all stay young, and life would be simpler, no ugly politics, no bitching/backstabbing, and revenge was never a word to think about because then, we'd stand up from a fall, brush the dirt off our asses and be back running again. im sorry im digressing, but, i wish people will stop being so fucking bitchy about things and leave me(and my friends) alone. in any case, whats between whoever stays there, there's no need to stick your smelly asses in and try to act so fucking smart as if you know everything and start bitching.
but you know, there's always the friends who stand by me, and i guess the number of enemies dont matter anymore. like how i talked to joy for the past few days, im glad ive got her right with me, somehow, going through so much with her has brought us so much closer im actually kind of glad things turned out this way. then there's my 4b1 palsieeess, i love them to the max i wish we were still together in 4b1, but we all know its impossible, its alright! everybody's looking forward to our reunion! there's mich too! who was damn suay yesterday, mahjong, summon, period, hahaha! i'll buy you dinner the next time around, i know you're broke after the summon.
ahhh! so many more i'll stop here for tonight, will continue when i have the time to, but for all those not mentioned yet, you know i love you just the same.
oohhhh! everybody! pleeeeassseeee donate generously to the amelia-wants-a-psp-for-her-birthday fund? (: oh! shit, my mom doesnt wanna get it for me so my fund's up and running alr. i love you shit, thanks for taking all my nonsense. i bet you're damn annoyed after studying with me today except that you annoyed me even more, YAY! we're gonna be straight A students so lets tackle those shitty prelim papers tgt okay? (:
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心
你的真心如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你
tonight, it was all written in a song.
-ames` ; written all in a song. says: NG YINGSHIT!
YINGJING! says: yeah thats my twin
oh my goodness, yingqi i hope you read my blog. (:
-
met cousin today, he's flying off tomorrow i'm feeling like shit because i miss him so much i cant believe he's leaving so soon. today, the fond memories were all brought up, the amazing fun i had growing up with him, and now, we're both old, im gonna be 19 soon, and he's gonna be 23 this year. i wish we could all stay young, and life would be simpler, no ugly politics, no bitching/backstabbing, and revenge was never a word to think about because then, we'd stand up from a fall, brush the dirt off our asses and be back running again. im sorry im digressing, but, i wish people will stop being so fucking bitchy about things and leave me(and my friends) alone. in any case, whats between whoever stays there, there's no need to stick your smelly asses in and try to act so fucking smart as if you know everything and start bitching.
but you know, there's always the friends who stand by me, and i guess the number of enemies dont matter anymore. like how i talked to joy for the past few days, im glad ive got her right with me, somehow, going through so much with her has brought us so much closer im actually kind of glad things turned out this way. then there's my 4b1 palsieeess, i love them to the max i wish we were still together in 4b1, but we all know its impossible, its alright! everybody's looking forward to our reunion! there's mich too! who was damn suay yesterday, mahjong, summon, period, hahaha! i'll buy you dinner the next time around, i know you're broke after the summon.
ahhh! so many more i'll stop here for tonight, will continue when i have the time to, but for all those not mentioned yet, you know i love you just the same.
oohhhh! everybody! pleeeeassseeee donate generously to the amelia-wants-a-psp-for-her-birthday fund? (: oh! shit, my mom doesnt wanna get it for me so my fund's up and running alr. i love you shit, thanks for taking all my nonsense. i bet you're damn annoyed after studying with me today except that you annoyed me even more, YAY! we're gonna be straight A students so lets tackle those shitty prelim papers tgt okay? (:
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心
你的真心如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你
tonight, it was all written in a song.