mind over matter.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 12:03:52 GMT

lies, lies and more fucking lies.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 12:03:52 GMT

lies, lies and more fucking lies.

making love out of nothing at all.

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 03:25:50 GMT

Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well, it's nothing 'till I give it to you

if tomorrow never comes

Sat, 23 May 2009 04:15:50 GMT

tiong shan for frog leg porridge at 3am in the morning, can it get any better?
joy poh, you are missed, and the tofu doesnt look as enticing anymore.

to die for dimples.

Tue, 12 May 2009 02:13:52 GMT

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

THIS IS A SUPER(S) CUTE SONGGGG! :D
going public for the simplest reasons.

Sat, 02 May 2009 06:33:03 GMT

i'm freaking hungry and i'm all alone at home. FMK.

doomed.

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 02:39:34 GMT

UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO START BEING A BITCH TO YOU, DON'T ASK.

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 04:28:03 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucked up.

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:20:48 GMT

stay away.
i dont need you poking your ass into my insignificant life.
thanks, but no thanks.
i refuse to have anything to do with you ever again.
ever.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 16:39:53 GMT

OMG I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 03:44:29 GMT

last night was, insane.
stupid ng yingjing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

cows fly over the moon

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 06:42:38 GMT

am i dreaming?
if i am, then i really reeeeeeeeeeally don't wanna wake up anymore.

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 22:54:30 GMT

my heart goes out to you.
life is precious, do NOT let your loved ones go.
you never know when will be the last time you see them.

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 15:06:01 GMT

disappointed

that familiar and comforting hug

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:07:33 GMT

seeing spongebob today, really made me miss jc days a lot.
we were never THAT close, but knowing that she was always around,
never fails to calm my nerves and make me feel safe.

-

spongebob, if you see this,
please know that we may never have been that close,
but you have been one of the important people in my life,
that i will constantly think of, miss and hope that you're doing well,
and you know what, i believe you will always be.

xoxo,
patrick

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:50:00 GMT

ITWASASCREWEDUPPAPERIDONTCAREBECAUSEITSFINALLYOVER!:D

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 03:23:11 GMT

im a fucking mess.

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 02:13:51 GMT

don't snap.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 14:53:13 GMT

sometimes, i think i'm too guilible,
other times, i'm just plain stupid.

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 15:31:01 GMT

empty promises.

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 13:53:38 GMT

today, i learnt that there is indeed a difference between trying very hard and giving your best.
if you're trying, its just not your 100% anymore.

those smiles.

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 13:59:18 GMT

i want to earn big bucks so that i can live a comfortable life, give you an awesome lifetime ahead of us.
i don't need to be a millionaire, i just want us to be happy.

started giving my first tuition session after a really long time,
made me realise that i really enjoy teaching.
as much as my kids drive me crazy with their nonsense,
i'm growing more and more attached to them,
everytime i look at them, i cant help but smile at how fortunate i am to be where i am,
being able to grow with the kids, guide them through their difficult times.
i know i cant be superwoman and try to take each and every one of them,
stick my fingers up their nostrils and pull them along,
it will never work that way.
all i can do is, to be there for them as much as i can,
put my hand out and only wish for them to do the same.
i'm loving my job now, and maybe its a blessing in disguise that i didnt make it to school myself,
i'm afterall, still in school. (:

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 14:42:58 GMT

caught in a dilemma,
i'm really stuck.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:33:49 GMT

I PASSED MY DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (: (: (:

one of these days

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 15:10:54 GMT

i realise ive been keeping a lot to myself.
dear friends, you are not forgotten.
i just need to get my life in place before anything else.

chase, i miss you.
there's this boy in my class that looks exactly like you,
and when i look at him, i cant help but smile.
hope you're safe in thailand,
come back soon, will meet up as soon as you're back.